By Jayne, Monday, May 18, 2009 12:41:45 AM
Dear Sylvia I have read almost all of your books and thank you so much it all resonates in my soul. I have a recurring dream that my mother is still alive and my family purposly lied and said she had died. I would like to ask you what this means. Jayne from BC Canada

By lupe, Friday, March 13, 2009 10:40:05 PM
i ask why?????????????????????????????????????????????? Newspaper article full version In 3 more days it will have been two months since Meli's death, and her departure pains me today just as it did that very moment that i found her cold and lifeless. It is as if each second of my life someone is cutting open my heart in two and adding salt to that wound. It feels as if my soul died with her. Every time that I go into her room, which is countless times a day, I relive that horror of her leaving; I ask God where he was. Why didn't he allow me to save her? Why didn't he let me find her in time? Why didn't he choose me to take her place? I would have been ready to do that for her; I would do the same for any of my other children. As I write this, I am in her bedroom asking for answers to questions as I read over letters that she left me at different times. I tremble from pain and from anger at the futility of it all. It is so ironic, just a few months ago she and I had a long conversation about life, death, injustice, and the hypocrisy with which she was living through at that time;the pain that her boyfriend and another teen caused her. I remember that I told her: "Look, this flower; it is very pretty and so are you. Neither you nor any one else should cry over someone. You can do better than that." Her answer was: "It is not fairl everything that is happening to me. I hate going to school. I hate the schools here in Andrews. If you don't have money, if you're not the son or daughter of a rich person, if you are not of the right color, and if you are not the teacher's pet then you are nothing. You are left out. And they take away what you once had an what you worked so hard to achieve." I told her that in life nothing was fair; but, but that there was always an answer, and that things had a way of working out. I told her that death was no solution. She smiled at me and said: "Mami, there is no answer in standing up for myself against some people, I was sent to Saturday school. In cheer leading I was taken out even though I used to get up at 4:00 am to get ready to go to practice; then they replaced me with someone who used to miss countless times. But since she was seen as more favorable. Since then my world started crashing. I sure hope Crystal doesn't have to go through this" "It also isn't fair, Mami, all the times you have gone to school asking for help and they don't give it to you. The school does things as it sees fit. It is like my coach said when I lost my place at Nationals and was placed as an alternate, 'I hope it's ok because if not, you can get out. There are several that can take your place.'" "You see, Mami. I am tired of being hurt, tired of constantly coming home crying. I am tired of putting on a happy face and pretending that nothing matters after being hurt countless times. I lock myself in my room so that no one sees my pain." Many saw my daughter; she went through thousands of things, but only I saw her tears, her pain and her disenchantment. Many people contributed to her decision. Even I myself contributed to it because in the beginning when I found the first letters some months back in which she said goodbye, I did ask for help. That person that I reached to for help told me: "I guarantee that she is not going to do anything. She just wants attention." I hope that professional who told me that saw the obituary so that she can see if my daughter is now getting her attention. I wonder if all that is sufficient for that person. If she is paying, maybe she will not give such advice again. Hopefully the school is paying closer attention. Meli with her death, ironic as it is, has saved already more than one life. She has also opened a Pandora's box. Andrews is going to realize that indeed there is a problem in our schools with some of the personnel, some of the leaders, and with our youth. Like Meli said: "If we all dropped the act and the injustice; if instead we worked together, we would change not only Andrews but the entire world." I remember her smiling as she told me: "Why can't we all instead be friends, Mami?" I only hope that through her death others can identify their own feelings. If they too are suffering, hopefully they will not ignore it because the pain will remain. Choosing to ignore problems and pain will not make them go away. The problem will grow each day like a monster. So I ask that everyone help our youth. Don't allow a single young person to die in this manner. Don't let another mother die from pain as she continues living. Right now I am not sure hot to go about living; I sometimes don't want to go on. My life has been changed forever. I feel empty. I am in tears and in pain. I do not wish this on my worst enemy. Right now I should be saving for her Christmas present which was going to be the down payment on her new Avalanche. Instead, I'm saving for her tombstone. I should be seeing that her college applications be sent in on time and not putting flowers at her grave. May God hold my princess in His arms. May He give her peace and the justice that no one here wanted to give her. Melissa's mom, Lupe Flores

By Tori, Friday, January 23, 2009 12:40:40 AM
Hi Sylvia I wanted to know what my gaurdian angels name is and my spirit guide are they the same? I also want to know why spirits always follow me around and why they always show up in my pictures or pictures I take and who are they? This past Christmas was a hard one for us. My nephew died and when I took them pictures there were bright lights in the corner of the pictures. Were they angels or something else? Thank you and god bless you for your work.

By Ruth, Thursday, January 22, 2009 10:57:19 PM
I feel that angels are helping me today. Funny how I got pulled to this site. I'm experiencing an extreme sense of serenity.

By Claudia, Sunday, January 04, 2009 02:18:48 PM
Hi~ The info on this page conflicts with the info on the previous page: http://www.spiritnow.com/angels This page says that archangels don't have individual names, but we could call them all Michael, and the previous page asks for your birth info to tell you who your associated angels are: mine are Michael, Uriel, and Raphael, per the website. So, what is really the correct info? Thanks, C.

By Laura, Thursday, January 01, 2009 02:48:40 AM
Hi sylvia and angles.I love reading your articles and read your horoscope every day.You have did so much for the people, my family and me love you so much.I just want to say God Bless you and everyone and Have a happy and safe New Year..laural

By John, Monday, December 29, 2008 08:55:48 AM
What is a good book to get about angels and guidance from Sylvia?

By Joanne, Saturday, December 27, 2008 09:58:55 PM
Hi Sylvia, I have read several of your books and now find myself at a loss. Several events have occured this past year and a half and I need to know who my guardian angels name is. I need to find some peace of mind. Could you please help? Jo from Canada. Thank you

By Karlynn, Saturday, December 27, 2008 06:16:11 PM
How many angels are around me? Is one Sarah who is she?

By regina, Saturday, December 27, 2008 04:22:54 PM
thank you Sylvia for sending my angel information .. You knew I was wanting to know without asking .love ya regina