By Christie, Saturday, March 07, 2009 11:19:36 AM
Sylvia, My name is Chris M. 57yrs old. 3/12/1952. I am trying hard to contact all my family that passed on heaven. I have been in so much sadness, crying very easily. Because of the only family I have left is my 3 children 4 gr.children and a wonderful husband. But I have had the last 25 year of sadness over the loss of my father. The pain is still hurting. My only sibling was a brother 56yrs old, 11 months different in age. Passed on 1 yr. in Jan. 09. Plus I wasn't able to see him before he died. But was with him of his wishes to spread his ashes in the Gulf of Mexico at Clearwater Fl. Things was not good with us. Because his drinking. I sure he understood. Not to mention that my mother passed away when I was 12 yrs old. Before she died, at her bedside she asked me she wanted to talk to her mother (my grandmother) who passed away 2 yrs. before. I was so scared at the age that I could not go back the last 2 days of her life. Because I could not let her mother be their. As I said, my father and brother was the only family I had left, besides now my husband and children. I have been so ill since 1999. With 2 neck fusions, 2 back fusions 3 foot surgeries. Now my thoracic spine is bad. Have ballooned over weight. Becaused of passed surgeries. I am trying to get a lapband for weight loss. I have not been able to go out because I am embrassed. But have been so worried about my children, son 34 yrs. have from childhood at 14yr used drugs and had been sexually abused, which Ijust found out the last 3yrs., my son 29yrs have abused pain meds. but now going fwd. My only daughterwas doing so well. Graduated HS, the college 2 yrs. in medical. With on deans list for 2yrs. Then she started having Gran mal Seizure terribly. Last night I had her in the ER her migraines are so severe. I worry because I believe my mother died of a annuerism on the brain. My father never wood tell me. But as an adult I requested her Death Certificate: Died of malnutriion and dehydration and acute brain syndrome which I know she was hiding her food or throwing it down the toilet. Why? was hospitalized 1 wk. and died. So now I worry my daughter might have a annuerism, her memory she losses because of seizures. She lives in my house next door to me with her son 4yr and BF. He really does alot for her. But we support the family, because someone has to be with her all times. Her 4 yrs old knows how to pick up the cordless phone and page me next door. 'Grandma, Mommies eyes look funny" He says to her, "Mommy, I don't want you to have a seizure. This just kills me that he has to see her in that condition. I don't appove much of her BF (father of her son) but she needs him there for her son and her. She totaled my Mazda 2yrs ago and hit a new 2007 SUV and totaled it. She took it with out my permission. She could of died. I cry because she has so much pain including my inherited severe Fibro. I am looking for answers to help her. But I know I have everything I could do in this life for my children and grandchildren. I can 't take no more worries. I haven't even told you the worst that has happened. Is any one listening to me. I have asked God and prayers. I have made a shelf in my bedroom on the wall with Gods pictures, statues many. On one statue of God with his arms opened, I put a picture in the arms of my father holding my son when he was 1yr. old and the only grandchild he had at that time was my oldest son, which has tried to comit suicide often. Possible soon because his wife an children left him. He is bipolar and schzophenia. More so recent with a noose in the garage. Because his uncle he loved had the same medical problem and hung hisself in the garage. He gets made at me when I try to help in better ways for help. I have not spoke with him or his wife for 2days and afraid to call because I can't help him in his ways...."I just felt this coldness sweep by me while doing this typing. excuse me, but I have to get up. . Oh my!!! I ran to the bathroom and again I cry but hiding it from my husband. I said to him, "I just felt this real cold breeze go by me." He said, "I know:, while he is was washing dishes, he felt like it came from under our basement door. Then it has been Lt.raining, now thunder which we haven't had since last summer. All this seems like someone maybe listening to me finally. Or have they always been there with me? I believe because of all my tears and sadness it is impossibe to contact my loved ones and feel their presence. Sylvia, I have so much to say, but but I am afraid that my note will go "puff" like it did 2 days ago in the middle of my page writing to you, it was gone. So, I tried again writing and did so and made it short. Did you get my 1st message. Sylvia if you get this one. Could you or whoever receives this note, please email it back to me at my email: bumper31252@yahoo.com.....Excuse me again, but I just started hearing alot of sirens...Now I worry and feel the need to contact my son "Anthony the one that tries suicide. Could this be a warning. Why? I ask myself do I feel always that something bad is happening. I really need a copy of my note. So, I can take it to my therapist, "Vanessa" at counseling. I recently was told by another doctor for pain mngmt. "That I needed counseling more often then 2 or 3 times a month. He said go at the least 2 or 3 times a week...here comes that breeze again at my legs.."now where was I ?.. Oh, I hope you really know. Because, I want that contact with you. I have read your books...but for some reason when I read it and stop and pick up at a later time. I loose what I have read. Just like the note to you...it just went "puff" and gone. Please, Please help me. I really want help to understand alot of "Why, Why, Why" I am a pisces and have had dreams about others on earth of good and bad and told them what I dreamed and it happend to them. Then I quite having those dreams. When one dream I would not tell my elderly neighbor which just turned 84. But I have alway watch over her. She lives alone. I am worried that someone may break in and hurt her. Because she is too kind to people. Meaning loaning money to some no good. Well Sylvia I feel I could write a book of my life as a child, which I can't remember to a grandmother, I can remember all. But I never seem to have the hours of a day for me to do. Like my health, my doctor just told me that I need to have another stress test. Which I have had around four. But I haven't been to my cardologist for 2 years and made appointment that took 1 month to get. Well, I had to miss it because of others (family) t hat had their appt. So, Chris step back again...with chest pain and all the other that points to take a stess test. I do have a mitral heart valve leak. But don't worry me, only when I get fatigue,sleepness and all the above. I just take 3 nitro tabs. Ishould listen to the doctor that said to me, "you need more counseling". I will really stop for now....I am begining...please email this letter back to me at bumper31252@yahoo.com I need to read it out loud while I am alone..I have tried to go to your seminars when you are in Detroit, but someone else is always needed before my needs. I was so glad to write and hope that you do really get this note. I will when you email it back to me...Love you, Christie R. Madrigal Cell PH:313-478-3044 Email: bumper31232@yahoo.com (I will be watch for your response) hpe this laptop don't crash like our desk computer blow all USB 5 cables about a month ago. Thank You Again PS: Oh! I have be watching you on M and J Morning show now, since Montel left. That is how I got this website. Please Help!!!!!

By Glenda, Saturday, March 07, 2009 11:18:50 AM
Alex passed over on his 21st Birthday in 1984 I often wondered if Alex has reincarnated by at times thru-out the first 10 years of him crossingover i used to get real heavey mental thoughts sometimes feeling of him being hurt in some order. Was this him crossing thru or just an over working imagination. Also being Alex was an Soul for confirmation is he still teaching on the otherside..

By naomi, Saturday, March 07, 2009 10:49:42 AM
For more confirmation of our everlasting life in Heaven Read: Allison DuBois Don't kiss them good-bye the true story of the woman who imspired MEDIUM the hit NBC television series. And read: WE ARE THEIR HEAVEN Why the dead never leave us From the woman who inspired MEDIUM the hit NBC television series by Allison DuBois

By Vicki, Friday, March 06, 2009 10:08:36 PM
My father died Oct. 2001. One year later a family friend mailed a letter to my father at my address. She was thanking my father and his cousin for stopping by to visit her mother. And that she was sorry that she missed them. And how happy her mother was. And to announced that she, her mother, had just past away. I was shocked! My dad was a big socializer, and I had imagined him being that way in heaven. Busy visiting everyone. I wrote back, explaining that my dad died a year ago and his cousin was also deceased for some time. And that her mother's visitor's were spiritual. I never got a reply. Perhaps I may have baffled her. I'm saving this letter forever, it's postmarked and my proof that my dad is still alive and doing his favorite thing. I miss him and I can't wait to see him again.

By naomi, Friday, March 06, 2009 11:29:30 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. I want to help you as best I can. Here is my best advice on how to get some answers, and some sort of knowing that your hubby is happy and at peace in Heaven, and may visit you when he has finished his orientation, (what you go through immediately when you reach Heaven). And the orientation takes time. He may even be in a cocoon: which is a love vessel that you are put in for a time, after a very upsetting life, and/or if that person that just died is sad with grief because they don't understand why they had to come to heaven and not stay on earth. But they soon realize after being explained to and cocooned and loved, that they can visit you, and the reality of Heaven is that it is only a few minutes before earth people will be there too. And our time is years to a day to them. Their time and our time are different. And also, our atmosphere is thicker with negativity, and Heaven's atmosphere is lighter. So we are not so easy to get though to, to say messages to, and for the unpracticed spirit to know how to get through a message through our foggy atmosphere sometimes. And Sylvia said she had to wait 4 years (I think it was 4?) before she could talk to her father. Because time is different over there, and quite honestly, obstacles. (think about it this funny way: if you were on on the toilet, would you be able to be at the hockey game and also play tennis? Or would you wait until you were done, then get off the toilet and work on whatever projects you may have.)(probably same as the cocoon. In the cocoon you are in a spiritual healing all encompassing loving state, and then when you are done, you can try to contact your loved ones) I think I remember Sylvia saying that her father might have been in a cocoon all that time to get over his grief from his life on earth. There are so many of Sylvia's books, I don't know which book I read it in. So I'm going by my best remembering. But here are a list of some of my best reccommendations. You can probably get all of these books at the Library: A Journal of Love and Healing Transcending Grief by Sylvia Browne and Nancy Dufresne, Sylvia Browne the Other Side and Back, Blessings from the Other Side by Sylvia Browne, Life on the Other Side a psychics tour of the afterlife by Sylvia Browne, Sylvia Browne's Book of Dreams, and Life after Life by Raymonda Moody Jr. M.D.(Actual case histories that reveal there is life after death. This is a bunch of books you can start with. All of Sylvias books bring healing and peace, so I emplore you to read all of her books. If it was me, (and one day it will be because we are all mortal :) I would set my alarm clock for 1 am or 2 am or 3 am (3 am is my favorite time and most common time for spirits to contact you) and I would wait and see if that person is ready to give you a sign. And the air has more humidity in the early morning hours, so its easier for spirits to get through and leave a message. Messages can be shaking or bumping the bed, and clicking noises, and knocking, and moving a paper picture, stuff like that. I actually have something shake my bed at night and wake me up all the time. It might be my grandparents, it might be an old friend from a past life, it might be my spirit guide, but something is shakeing my bed. And its nice they want to say, "Hey, we are here for you, and its ok, we are alive and thriving." God Bless, and Gods Light to you All.

By Sue, Thursday, March 05, 2009 04:54:17 PM
my husband died in his sleep in 05, I don't know if he crossed over and ive asked sylve about if he did and no response. he wasn't into believing something he didnt c but he was a good person. I don't know what to do.

By Theresa, Thursday, March 05, 2009 02:44:58 PM
My love of my life after he passed came in my dreams a couple of times and I could smell his cologne which i loved, but, I don't dream of him, nor do I smell his cologne anymore. Someone told me I had to let him go as I was grieving profoundly and I did so with balloons so he, as i was told, could go higher. What does it mean that I do not dream of him or smell his cologne anymore? he also left pennies and once in awhile i find a penny, heads up, which was a thing between us as good luck.

By Sitha Gail, Thursday, March 05, 2009 12:33:43 PM
my sister and grandmother come too see me in my dreams.