By Julie, Thursday, November 06, 2008 09:56:44 AM
Jacklyn - just wanted to let you know that you are not alone by far! My life has been just like yours and even worse on some cases - I just can't understand how or why I have to go through such bad times with relationships and family members. I take care of my Mom everyday. She had a stroke and lost her vision completely. I have 2 sisters and one lives around the block from me,(which I hardly see) and the other is in "prison" (what's new) not to mention the 3 children that she never raised, so I took over, also raising my 2 boy's as a single parent! It's me who does everything. I am a Cancer survivor, and now dealing with Diabetes on a daily basis-don't give up on anything that you are doing, you are truly a "Mission Life Entity"! You might not get the appreciation that you deserve in this world of "negativity", but you are surely well respected on the other side - God Bless to you Jacklyn, and everything you have done - Julie

By Jacklyn, Thursday, October 02, 2008 01:53:44 PM
I truly believe in earth Angels. I for one think I am one. I was told by a few people they even thought God has me here for a reason and that is to help people through their difficult times. Every husband I had well 2, I helped them through some bad habit they had going on at the time I helped them get through it, but each time they return the favor of cheating on me and beating me up. The third which was common law got Cancer one year after we started to go out. Well I stuck by him, for 7 more years of his pain and suffering. He was very mean at times, beat me up, mentally and physically, but I held on and on his dying day he apologized to me for everything mean he did to me. I still miss him. Then after that, I have helped people with personal problems seems I bartend I hear it all, my mom which died 4 years ago, I helped her, I listened to my sister tell me she wished I was dead and she never had a sister, but I still stand by her no matter how those words hurt me at the time, I was with her recently and tried to help her with what is happening in her life even now, I help my dad now, physically and personally, just be there for him as I am the only one here so I try to get him out of the house., but then I just met in Jan of this year a wonderful man, we got into an accident and boom, he now wants nothing to do with me or nothing. But he told me he has brain cancer. I told him I would be there for him. But I don't know what is happening here. With all this good I have been for others I am still lonely and so in love with this last man and thought he loved me but I guess I am to be alone. So I will continue to help whoever needs it while I am here. It is a good feeling but just once I wish someone was there for me. Its all ok though. Life is good.