By Jimmy, Thursday, August 06, 2009 05:16:12 PM
my name is Jimmy. I served four tours in iraq. I now have cancer and lost my job, my family, and the only thing I have left is my car. My exwife and my step daughters are taking care of me. Do I like it. Hell no. Do I whish it would change or I would just not wake up one morning, Hell yes. But I have fought all my life and refuse to give in or give up. See I see life as a big chess game where evil is always trying to get you to give up so you have to serve your time all over again here or if you keep going and choose to finish your assigned time you get to leave and not redo your time. Look at it like jail if you try to escape they add more time when they catch u. As I have always said greed is mans greatest weakness and man is man's greatest enemy. Jimmy Rogers

By Hasna, Wednesday, May 27, 2009 08:51:45 PM
I had a few dreams with angels. They communicate with you through telepathy. In other words, they can hear your thoughts and when you think of them, they hear you. It is hard for people to imagine them because they haven't seen their angels like I did, however angels are all identical and have exact same looks. They are pure Love. You don't need to talk to them, just think of them. My angel told me in my dream that I am an angel as well -- actually he told me "You are one of us". I asked him many questions.. Most answers are consistent with what Sylvia was describing. That is why I am eager to read Sylvia... she is not 100% correct, but she is the closest in the descriptions and understanding. Bottom line -- and rule to live with -- God is Love. Emotion of Love is the gift given to us from Creator. By the way whenever I did not receive immediate assistance it was because I was supposed to live through it. Everything we perceive as bad that happens to us - usually is actually good -- but we will find out about that later on. Just think of the following question: How is this what is happening to me GOOD for me? I am at peace and very happy person, even though I went trough lots of stuff myself. What saved me and made me make it is that I have trust in Creator 100% - this simply means that I trust that whatever happens to me was the best for me in some way shape or form and that next thing for me will reveal all reasons and my life will be better after that. The big motto is - stay away from negativity. This is how you protect yourself. That means, negative people, negative things, energies, insecure people, jealousy, envy, etc... just stay away from them, even if they are your family members... and do not allow yourself to be a part of drama. When it comes to health, I had horrible migraines in my 20's. I healed myself partially by imaging a white silver sparkling glitter and light, pure light going through my body and my brain and cleansing me. Pay attention also, angels can appear in the form of a real person. That person usually feels they must help you, or they happen to be right there when you need it. Some people come and stay with you in your life and some come and go. Some RL are not forever. So sometimes when you are not with that someone, that is because --- if you were --- something bad would happen to you. God is always protecting you, so trust him/her! Much love, xoxox

By virginia, Saturday, May 23, 2009 03:54:31 PM
JAN,THE WORST THING THAT YOU CAN DO IS END YOUR LIFE,THAT IS NOT YOUR ANSWER TO ANYTHING.WHEN THINGS GO WRONG FOR ME I TURN MY FAITH ON NO MATTER WHAT.YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT GOD AND YOUR ANGELS ARE ALWAYS THERE.WHEN I FEEL REAL BAD I CALL UPON ALL MY ANGELS FOR HELP NOT JUST 1 OR 2 BUT ALL AND THEY ARE THERE FOR ME YOU MUST KEEP THAT FAITH.I ALWAYS HAVE FAITH 24/7 YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND GOD .

By Debbie, Friday, May 22, 2009 09:01:43 PM
Penni I feel deeply for you,and I will pray for you.My husband also died from lung cancer. It is a horrible diease. just try to live to the fullest in the time you have left I wish my husband had more time to do that, but we tried to give him the best that we could. My thoughts and prayer are with you. Debbie from Nv. and yes it is hard to hear your angles but if ask they will come, trust me

By robert, Wednesday, May 20, 2009 06:12:42 PM
hello to denise f. i think everyone has been to the place where you are now. i have been. it was really bleak and i did'nt know what was going to happen but slowly my life came together. yours will too.don't try to end your life. its not your choice but god's. listen to me and wait it out. you will see what i mean and believe me, you are worth every bit of that time. bobby y.

By Leslie, Wednesday, May 20, 2009 05:03:05 PM
Denise please refer to my first response to Jang. Please go to a hospital or call a friend. Your angels are crying as they watch you in pain. But you have to be an active participant in your own recovery. Prayers are with you. God is with you.

By Leslie, Wednesday, May 20, 2009 04:58:13 PM
Dear Jang,I lost my Son a year ago. I have learned so much since then. You need to understand that this is just a site to blog on. No one will answer. But, I will try.Sweetie, if you kill yourself, then you will have to come back and do this life all over again anyway. It does'nt work like that. you don't get to kill yourself, and go to Heaven. You will get sent back to invitro, and you will have to fullfill the contract that you made with God before you came into this life. You need to understand that it is self limiting beliefs that we learn from others growing up, that causes us not to believe in ourselves. All you have to do is meditate. That's how to meet your angel or spirit guide. I am praying for you.Stop letting negativity rule your life!

By Marianne, Wednesday, May 20, 2009 03:12:18 PM
Jang I do know how you feel - at this moment I am watcing my mother die in front of my eyes. I have been praying to my angels to stop the suffering and I feel my prayers are not being answered. But I do know they are with me because they brought me to this website to share my story with others. My angels have given me the strength to go on to continue to give my mother comfort as long as she is alive and suffering. Nothing is worse then watching a loved one suffer with an illiness that there is no hope. I always say to my husband as bad as it has been for the past 2 1/2 years there always appears to be someone who is worse off. Keep praying to your angels they truly are there to help.

By Shanny, Wednesday, May 20, 2009 02:12:42 PM
I have almost accidentally killed myself a number of times because I have a drinking problem, but I keep living and I am ok. I know I should not be so self descructive with my life, and I am quite ashamed of myself. I think that I have lived because I have some very strong guardian angels looking out for me. Also, to the person jg who is depressed and wants to kill themselves, please don't do it. You are not alone. I cannot feel my angels either but I believe they are there. Sometimes life does not feel very good, and I feel alot of pain, but I think if I did not go through these trials I would not grow as a person and a soul. We all have a reason for being here, to learn and help others. We effect other people whether we realize it or not, and we are all "worth" something, we are all very important. I will quit drinking now. Please give me the strengh to do this.

By penni, Wednesday, May 20, 2009 01:57:23 PM
I pray every nite and day...........several times a day as a matter of fact. I pray for the white light and any other help i can get. I just learned My lung cancer has spread. So all I have left is prayers. But the end is what god has planned for me. Just wish I knew what that was