By Robbin, Tuesday, March 16, 2010 04:37:09 PM
To MERLENE, I'm sorry for your loss, I do know how it feel's to have lost someone. My Son, May 26 2008 went to be with the Angel's, he was only 22 and left his son and another on the way. He died at the hand's of someone else drinking and driving, in a sport's car, down a country dirt road at 100 mpr+ lost control and fliped end over end. My son was tossed out the passanger window where he was stting,he was thrown from the car and landed on him. none of them were wereing seatbelt's. witch is funny, cause just 2wk's before this my son and I had this conversation of wearing seatbelt's. let's just say he had ALOT of damaged to his body,I found out he was alive at the scene.It was a small town in Ne, where were from I'm in Nursing by profession so I knew the paramedic's. I had just moved back Nv, and my Kid's stayed There in Ne,it was only four day's sence I had moved and had to do a turn around. He was flight for lifed from the frist hospital, to Denver, where he later died .I must say, It was the longest nine hour drive of my life. my poor Husband trying to get us there and me a mess. when we got there I couldn't belive what I was seeing that was my son! so meany thing's hooked up to him. Being in nursing I see things like this everday, but when it's your own flesh and blood I couldn't belive it was my son there in that bed.I couldn't belive that we as a family were going throught this you never think such a thing could happen to your family and here I was smack dab in a reall bad nightmear I wanted to wake up. Without going into to much detail because he was on lift support I had to sign DNR papers let m,e tell ya no parent should EVER have to do that. I felt like someone had just deflated me I couldn't here anyone around me I even almost ran into a wall thank god for my husband. Somewhere so deep inside my soul I felt like I just died so empty. I will never get over that, and I will never be the same. I'm forever a changed person it changed me. Loosing a child will do that Here's what I wanted to tell you, and it took a good year for me to learn this, when we are consumed with greif and sit and stear for hour's and ponder how much we miss them, we want one more time or day to see them, to hug them, to smell them,to hold them so meany unanswerd question's that it can be obsessive to the point that nothing matter's but lieing there hoping they appear to us wether in dreams, or hoping to hear there voice one more time, come and say something to use. I prayed, and prayed and, like you, nothing, I couldn't figure out why he wasn't coming to me we were a very close family. So consumed with grief I did nothing but breath and that even hurt. Then one day I was Cooking and talking to my son and he came to hug me OMG!! what a great feeling that was. but still didn't except his passing, even after that. nine months later was when I had my aha! moment. My son, came to me through a person from my church, and spoke to me. He said, "mom, let me go home, you keep me traped here,because you wont let go and except my crossing over". "I said, yes I have son, "he said no mom,you think you have,you think about thing's so much, I can't move on." by this tim I'm am just a sobbing mess.I though whoa! ok, I will think about that. He said some other thing's and was gone. I thought about what he said all that night. I didn't sleep. In the morning I sat in meditation and prayed.I called my son to me, when I felt him come into the room, I sat and just felt him around me for a min. I said to him what was in my Heart,Soul and Spirit, and said I was sorry I didn't relize I had done that.I told him I would see him on the otherside someday. Be free my son and go home. Even now as I sit and write this I almost cry. At that very moment, something happened to me that was unbeliveable, I felt this weight and darkness come right off of me, like I had walked out of this fog I can't explain it. Everything changed about me even my sister noticed. Who hadn't been told yet of my son coming to me. I still feel the loss of him everyday, part of me is missing and alway's will. But, I'm able to get up out of bed now and face the day. The loss of my son will alway's be there we never get over the grief we somehow learn to live with it. I hope you understand what I'm trying saying here let him go and your prayers and question will come to you they wont be given to til you do. I didn't understand this eather til now. when your ready. I tried to not be to long winded telling my story, this is the frist time I've written it down on paper,form, or blog about it.If I can help someone through there griefing then it seem's it help's me as well.

By Robbin, Tuesday, March 16, 2010 12:09:49 PM

By MERLENE, Friday, March 05, 2010 10:08:26 AM
I lost the love of my life,my soul mate on Jan.18th 2010 we only had 6 short yrs together.I honestly don't think I'll ever get over this, he was the other half of me that had been my whole life,I was fifty four when we met,we married that same year his death shouldn't happened it was totally unexpected, i was so alone and empty till he came into my life,how do I go on without him? now I'm alone and destitute with nothing no home,money or anyone to love me like he did,my prayers seem to fall on deaf ears what am I todo?

By NancyJane, Tuesday, March 02, 2010 08:36:49 PM
God, Angels, Spirit Guides, Reiki Guides, Guardian Angels, Arc Angels, Mama, Papa, hear my prayers tonight & guide me through the night. Open my third eye and grant me your wisdom and peace. Help me to have patience with my situation. I know that you are all with me.Bless my home & my husband & animals. Keep us in your Graces. In the Name of The Father, & The Son & The Holy Spirit Amen.

By denise, Wednesday, February 24, 2010 08:47:13 AM
Angels heal my finances help me get government grants to start businesses multiply one dollar 1 millionfold please bring back my ex boyfriend, Steve L. of Dracut ma

By lynn, Saturday, February 13, 2010 08:51:31 AM
Dear God's angels, I come to ask god and his angels to please Help my husband to get a job he has been out of work for along time we are in need of money to pay our bills and to live and this years our children could not even have a christmas there was no money to be had they said mdaddy and mommy oits ok as long as we have each other and the lord but now we our going to lose are car and the house we are going to be no were if there no money to be had but i know in my heart god and his angels will see us throw i pray for my family to all so be well again to and i ask god angels to please come touch a dear friend of mine debbie she been going throw so much she had two stens but in and has to to go back in the hosptial to see if she has cancer i ask god and the angels to please heal her of all sikness and make her whole again and take the worry from her she a good person and she has a big heart and i love her with all my heart amen

By leona, Wednesday, February 10, 2010 01:18:25 AM
sometime ago when my three kids was younger, we were caught in a rain storm and unable to catch the bus home. at the corner was a fire station where my brother was working. we went inside and to see if my brother working that day, because we needed a ride home. there in the dark foyer stood a tall man wearing sunshades. i asked if my brother was there. the man did not speak, but another man did come around where we were waiting. and i asked him if my brother was there, he told me no but he would call him for me. this tall man did not speak but kept a close eye on my children and myself.i thanked them both and went outside to wait for my brother. after thin king about off and on over the years i realized that that man was sent there for me and my children. for that i am ever grateful to GOD and that angel that came to watch over us.

By jacqueline, Monday, January 25, 2010 03:46:58 PM
on Saturday jan 23 2010 in the wee hours of the morning my husband was awaken by the barking of are dog who sleeps onthe back porch so he got up to check and she was shirving and shaking and sniffing at the door he looked around the back porch area and found nothing unusual he asked are dog what was wrong and she put her paw in his hand. so he went to the bath room and opened the window and heard a dog yelping and all this slpashing and he scream " jackie wake up theres a dog trapped in the neighbors swiming pol so he got a flash light and rushed out , banging on the neighbors door until they got up and let them know what was going on so they went out back to retreive the dogs out of the pool it was a large put bull and a puppy half dead tired and scared! so they got them out and are neighbor ent back in the house leaving my husband there so he came and go t me and dog food and blamkets the nearest animal shelter weould not take them so we put them om are porch un til the got them selves together we did not know what else to do the time was around 3am the whole house was ake by that time the dogs stayed on the porch until about another hour then drifted off we went to be tired and exhausted ad a few hours later the sunlight drept in and i looked towards thw wall and there was a big cross on the wall next to my face light up brightly i outlined it with my hand and stared at it and yeels to my husband that there was a cross on the wall he jumped up and we just stared to tired to call someome or to even take a phot no cameera cell phones not charged and video camera not chaged it was awesome amazing and totaly unbelievabale we thought that we werte dreaming the cross was a perfect shape and embellishe wit h a lovely design it stayed for a long time then started to drift away we are still in shock and in awe what was the meaning we cant figure it out ?

By NancyJane, Wednesday, January 20, 2010 09:29:04 PM
To Midge Cleland,God was with you & your sister that day & now your other sister is an Angel up above. God Bless you & keep your Faith strong. Peace & Love Friend

By Margaret, Wednesday, January 20, 2010 02:58:22 PM
On January 27, 2009 I was traveling to work taking the same route I always do and every day I would meet my sister on this particular hill and we would wave to each other. This particular day it was a sloppy slushy day and a car passed me throwing slush all over my windshield, this made me very nervous as this was a busy traffic route to local military base and I didn't want to be caught up with a bunch of newcomers who didnt know how to drive in snow so I turned on a side route and took an alternate route. When I came out to the main route where the 2 roads met, a Sheriff's car went by with lights flashing and siren going. When I arrived at work there was a phone call from my other sister who lived with the sister I usually met on the hill. Our sister was traveling the usual route and was hit head on and killed instantly on the very spot where we usually met. It was also ironic that my sister that had called me was suppose to ride to work with her that day but was running late and decided to drive herself to work. I do believe our guardian angels were looking out for the 2 of us and protected us from being in the accident with our sister. I do believe in angels and know that God sends his angels to protect us. Thank you for letting me tell you this touched by an angel occassion. It so happens the next day was my birthday. Midge Cleland.