By KELLY, Thursday, February 12, 2009 11:20:35 AM
My boyfriend died in a single vehical car crash ten years ago this July. It seems like such a long time ago but I still miss him sometimes. I went through a lot of grieving. The thing that gets me is that we had an arguement and although I never broke off with him I left him one day. I had this feeling that he was going to die if he did not stop being so angry. I decided to write him a letter a few weeks letter and in it I said that I cared about him and that he should be careful. A month later I get a phone call and find out he died while driving home from a bar. His alcohol level was way over the limit. I never did drink so when i was with him we walked his dogs,stayed in and watched t.v., and never went to bars. His friend Henderson was with him that night and was supposed to drive him home but didn't. I dont blame his friend. When I saw Henderson(his friend)at the funeral he was so broken and I knew that he already blamed himself enough. I wanted to tell him not to that Carl was stubborn. It was a mess because Carl's parents were trying to sue the police because they were there questioning Carl because he was being an idiot and they knew he was drunk. The police then turned around and tried to sue Henderson because they said that they left him to drive Carl home..It was a mess but I had a dream in which seemed so vivid and real that when i woke uo I actually thought I saw Carl's hands around me. In my dream we were back together and cuddling. In this other dream Carl came to me and did not speak like we humans speak but conveyed something into my mind like he was o.k. It was the first time I had ever dreamnt in that kind of way and remembered with such clarity. I don't know if I am a believer of the psychics but if I was ti believe any one it would be you. A few years after Carl's death I took Bereavement studies at college and learned a lot of things but now I am thinking that many people take advantage of people that are grieving and the main ones doing this are the actual funeral homes. It's sad and I don't know what my point was but I guess I want to believe that there is a God but all of me does not. It's almost too good to be true. The same way that you areto good to be true. Can you help mewith this?

By Jennifer, Friday, January 30, 2009 01:35:22 PM
Hi,me again,Jenn, I didn't get to finish writing my blog last night about my daughter and how she came to be. One night when I was 13, I had a dream about a little girl being murdered only I wasn't fully asleep. she had been killed by her nanny and on her way I guess across the bridge, she came to me and told my that she was going to come back through me, you know reincarnate as my daughter. Well, at first I didn't know what to believe. I told my mother about the dream and she told me I was crazy. But I often felt this little girl's spirit around me. She had told me in the dream that her name was Maria Elizabeth. About 9 years later, after I was on my own, around July of 2002, I was doing a reading for a friend of mine who wanted to talk to her mother who had gone Home about a year earlier. during my reading for her, My spirit guide came through with Maria again. This time my guide told me that I ( who was not with anyone and there for not "fooling around")would get pregnant within the next nine months and I would know that is Maria by her Blonde hair and blue eyes! Well, about a month later the place I was working at fired me because I had a urinary tract infection, so I lost my mobile home and moved in with my Grandmother, and there I started watching Montel every Wednesday, and listening to you. You see I went through a little period of depression and hibernated in my room for a few months. the only times I went out were to eat and got to the bathroom and of course bathe. In September of 2002 my one friend invited me to go the fair with her, I started to say no but my grandmother insisted that I get out of the house. So, I went, and there I met the man who became Maria's father, no we didn't get married thank Azna!He and I dated for about 3 months and then we moved in together. After we moved in together he became possessive and jealous of even my family members who were men. I had nowhere turn (so I thought) so I attempted to go home the cheater's way. Well, besides the fact that I was dealing with abuse, I was also dealing with the fact that I knew my Grandfather was getting ready to go Home soon, he had Liver cancer of which I knew two months before anyone else in my family including him. I couldn't tell them because I knew it was already to late for anything to be done about it. I was close to him, he was the only one I could talk to about my Psychic gift, since he too had the gift of dreams. and with all the other things piling up, I just fell apart. the night I was in the hospital, in the ER, Grandpa spoke to me before he went home, I said that I understood what kind of pain he was in because my liver was failing because of my attempt at an overdose, He asked me if I was ready to let go, I told him that I didn't want him to go but that I didn't want him to hurt anymore so It was okay for him to go Home. The next afternoon he passed away. I as you see am still here, only because in april of 2003 I asked Mom to give me somthing to live for, and well the end of May, exactly 9 months from the day my spirit guide told me , I had a dream that I was on the Montel Show with you and that you just out of nowhere pointed to me and told me that I was pregnant. I woke up and when my still same boyfriend came home from work( yes I like an idiot went back home to him) I told him about the dream he insisted I was nuts and that I wasn't pregnant. In June on Friday the 13 I was due for my next period, it didn't come. two weeks later I took a home test, it came up positive, he still didn't belive me, a week later I took another test and again positive. He still didn't want to hear it. So he took me into my doctor she did a test and told him that I was pregnant. Finally he belived me. I told him it was my girl. again nobody believed me. I went for a sonogram and she being the perfect lady wouldn't show. Her legs were perfectly crossed. Even when I went into labor 9 weeks early and they did a sonogram just to make sure she was alright, she still had her legs crossed. then at 8:31 P.M. on December 22, 2003 the doctor said it's a Girl! I proudly folded my arms and said to all in the room "I told you so!" the nurse laid her in my arms and Maria looked up at me with her crystal blue eyes as if to say, I am finally here mom. I just stroked her face with one finger cause I couldn't believe it wasn't just a dream. I said "my Maria" Of course she had to stay in the NICU for a month due to her premature birth, just to make sure she was going to be alright, I stayed by her side, there wasn't a darn thing wrong with her. I often joke and say that she smelled the cookies, since it was 3 days before Christmas that she was born. I am not sure why or how I was able to know about my daughter's arrival beforehand. But, I do know that after she was born and out of the Hospital, my living arrangements changed. Her father and I separated, and oddly enough I am currently living with Maria's paternal grandparents. Mom Schwartz is more a mom to me than my own ever was. But I know that everything was laid out in my chart and I know that I am here for a reason. I haven't quite figured that out and I hope that I am on the right track. I think I've said enough during this blog! sorry I just get caught up in telling the story,and I can't stop. I love My daughter, when I asked for a reason to live,Azna gave me a little girl! What more is there to say! Thank you Mom

By Janet, Wednesday, January 28, 2009 11:39:38 PM
Dear Sylvia, My name is Janet I was suppose to watch your web class tonight Jan. 29th, but I had to work. I am only off of work on Monday's and Thursday's. Is there any other way that I can watch or download the show from an email. I would love to attend one of your web class's. I am so sorry I missed it tonight because I had sent a question regarding the death of a loved one and wanted to know some answers to it. I hope I may be able to attend the next class or in the near future. Thanks for everything you do, God Bless you Sylvia.\\ Janet, Tennessee

By Dawn, Thursday, January 22, 2009 10:53:19 PM
Hello Sylvia, I have signed up for your online course on Wednesday. I am so looking forward to talking and seeing you I can not wait, I have seen you on several shows the most recent being Montel and you are awesome. Thank you for this oppurtunity, I was trying to figure out how I could talk to you about things that has happened but I just couldnt figure it out. This is definitely the oppurtunity of a lifetime for me I hope we have time to talk. Dawn, Spartansburg, PA.

By Corinne, Thursday, January 22, 2009 11:34:39 AM
Hi Sylvia! I am registered for the web line course on Wednesday January 28. I live in Edmonton Alberta Canada and I am not sure what time zone you will be airing this. If your staff could get back to me so I don't miss your show. Also I was honored to have a reading from you in Vegas last October. Regards, Corinne Kachuk corinne_kachuk@hotmail.com

By Bonnie, Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:50:22 AM
Hello sylvia, Please help me. My son passed away suddenly on Oct. 24, 2007 since then I have had a few visits from him. In the most recent one,I could see him walking up to my home, and come through the front door. He was carrying one of his twin boys, he came into the house and handed the little one to me, hugged me, told me heloved me and left without the boy, and left him with me. What does this mean? I'm very confused. He hasn't visited me, since that time. I don't know what to do. Is the little one in some kind of danger? Please help me.

By zenia, Saturday, January 17, 2009 04:39:54 PM
Hello Ms. Brown First I would like to thank you for all you done to help others. About 3 weeks after my friend pasted on to the other side. I had this dream that the to of us was talking in my bedroom and I say to him why did he leave me like this? He said zing(that is what he called me) we talked about this before. And the we was hugging each other.I or we was crying. And I had awaking myself from my sleep saying we never talked about this. It was all so real that dream that I had.What was that Ms. Brown?

By Shirley, Friday, January 16, 2009 05:17:14 PM
Sylvia, thanks so much for clarifying many of my questions with your postings. My relatives visit often, but its the people that i don't know and their messages that are perplexing. Analytical by nature, i spend more time wondering who they are than why they were sent! Eventually the answers arrive though. Recall after my grandmother passed, my mother was grieving and worrying about her mother. A dream clairified how wonderful my grandmother was, her saying to me "Tell mamma {my mom} that i'm happy". I called my mom and related the message to her. Mom has since passed, so have most of my elderly relatives. There's a huge party happening on the other side that i'm not quite invited to - not yet. Thanks again, Sylvia.

By Wendie, Thursday, January 15, 2009 01:55:39 AM
Slyvia,I have to thank-you for bring a truth to us that we forget because life happens and we lose touch with the spiritual side of our lives.I have experiance so many Dreams with my grandpraents. One was my grandmother we called her Mum came to me in a dream and told me the setting was lose on one of the dimonds Of the ring I got from her. Sure enough it was lose.They meaning my grandpraents also told me things I didn't want to hear about myself. I also believe you can ask God,Azna, your spirit guide, family member or who ever you are comfortable with what you need,help,just ask. I have but I learned to be very precise what to ask for. And you will get your answers I'm still praying for this home I want to build. Love from my heart to yours. Wen

By Valerie, Thursday, January 15, 2009 01:27:44 AM
I also want to thank you for the daily message about children. I set up a tea party for my niece and nephew today. We also had a concert using the sidewalk chalks as our microphones. It was great. They even took a nap. As far as my dreams, I love my dreams. I hve narcolepsy so I fall asleep and dream all the time. I dreamt that you saved me once. Do you recommend any dream books? WHAT IF YOU COULD WRITE YOUR OWN DREAM DICTIONARY FOR US? Is that possible? or are dreams too complicated? I sure would like to wake up and immediatly go to my Sylvia Browne Dream Dictionary, to find out what my dream meant. That would be so awesome. ...val...