By Tracy, Monday, August 03, 2009 02:09:04 AM
Hello Sylvia, hi all. Thank you Sue and Mrs. N. for the encouragement. I cried when I first read your advise and I'm not quite sure it was for me or another Tracy, but it seemed to be. Things are still the same with me, although I still talk to God, the angels, my spririt guide and my family on the other side, which I just lost my only brother on 7/26/09 (a week ago today) and it just adds to my pain.. He was undergoing open-heart surgery to have his heart valve replaced and a bypass, however, there were complications and he didn't make it. After what was only to be a 3 hour surgery turned out to be 10 hours and there were alot of complications so the surgeon wanted to give his heart & body a 24 hour rest to see if he'd get stronger so they can close his chest incision up. He was out the entire time, thank goodness, but he wasn't getting any better,his kidneys and liver were shut down and the surgeon called a family meeting. We had to let him go. After the family,myself and my 2 boys said our goodbyes,I told the nurse I didn't want him to feel anything at all when they unplug all the machines,even if he was still heavily under the anesthesia or asleep, what if he could feel everything or suffocate but we wouldn't know it because he can't move or open his eyes? So She gave him a shot of morphine...just in case. And I stayed with him the entire time- I just didn't want to leave him. Because they say the hearing is the last to go, I told him to go to the light and to go with mom (we lost our mom 19 yrs ago)that he didn't have to worry about bills anymore or suffer anymore. I keep asking him if he made the transition smoothly and if he's with our mom but I don't get an answer. My pain feels like it's magnified with losing my brother just like when we lost our mom. I was only 24 then. And my boys are teenagers now and I'm having to deal with these teenage years by myself because my ex husband doesn't back me up as far as disiplining them. He can be in the same room and hear the boys be disrespectful to me and he won't tell them anything. They've seen how he's talked disrespectfully to me in the past and think it's ok and it's not- so I'm fighting a losing battle in that department too. He was the "Disneyland" parent when they were little, and he's still the "Disneyland" parent now. He still lives at home with his mom so he doesn't have that extra 700.00 a month rent, so naturally he can buy them the "fun" things- I can bareley keep a roof over our head. He has health & dental insurance for them now and he's the greatest for it. I've had them on my health ins. since day 1, been the one to take them to emergency for broken arms, or fevers in the middle of the night, missed work, being home with them while they were sick, taking off work to pick them up because they were sick or got in trouble at school, daycare, etc. But that doesn't matter..I'm the "mean, nagging" mom because I'm on them to do their chores, which is keep the trash dumped, clean up after themselves, empty/run the dishwasher and laundry. I do the house work. I can't always pay them & they keep throwing in my face that I need to pay them allowance all the time. Most of their friends come from a two-income home- I'm only 1-income home. I can't compete with that. And they never have a kind word to say to me. And yes, I have always taught them to have good maners and morals(they show it with everyone else, just not to me) and I just don't get it. What happened to all I've tried to teach them? And that leads me back to the same reason why I'm so depressed and feel rejected. I just keep getting hit with negativity from my boys and rejection and no kind of interest from men. My friends get noticed and meet men,get asked out on dates and to dinner. I don't. I just keep getting bypassed or overlooked and on the weekends my boys don't go with their dad, they don't want to go do anything with me or watch a movie, play a game, they want to be with their friends so I'm home by myself and on the weekends I don't have the boys, I'm home by myself again and it's soo painful. It's very rare I get invited anywhere because all my friends have someone and they're busy with them. And no, I'm not saying I "need" a man- I'm saying I'd like to be noticed too, made to feel beautiful, loved. I miss that so much. I miss the companionship, someone to talk to, my special man to comfort me in times of need, to offer that support, a more stable,family environment to raise my boys. Not a broken, single parent home, living in apartments all their life. I wanted better for them and now they're 14 & 16 and I still haven't been able to provide that for them? This is why I'm so dissapointed how my life has turned out- this isn't the way I anticipated it to be... and I'm not exagerating my issue, I don't attract any good, decent men. I used to have an upbeat, confident attitude. And before, whenever I would get depressed, I was able to shake it off and bounce right back to my bubbly self. I just can't get that bubble back anymore.. I'm just tired.. sorry everybody for this being a long comment- I didn't mean it to be so long.. thank you for being there for me..

By Michelle, Friday, July 24, 2009 01:59:45 PM
I seem to be at a turning point in life...that is what intuition is telling me.. I am VERY INTUITIVE and hear messages that are sent to me...although right now.. it is very fast as if I am in a room and everyone is speaking to me at once. I feel very scattered in my thoughts as if can't gain focus...like my thoughts and perhaps messages coming in give me the impression of a pinball machine....making me feel very anxious and drains me. I guess what I am asking is ...what do I need to know right now in order to direct me forward on the path I SHOULD FOLLOW in order to stay with my life plan. I know it is nothing I have been doing up until now..almost as if I have been diggin my heels in and rebelling against it..........does that make sense?

By joanne, Monday, July 13, 2009 05:44:42 PM
hello syliva I've been going through a really bad time right now and i dont know what to do my friend and i having problem but he dont think that we having any problem we dont sleep together because he tuckes the cover between use and dont have sex weeks and months and im just tried of going through this please help me show me the way. let me know if you can read anything on this i just want to be love.GOD BLESS YOU!

By naomi, Saturday, July 11, 2009 04:14:31 AM
I do not know if there is help from an angle ? because i have been through so much difficulties that i do not know if somebody protects me at all !!! i feel lonely without any "HELP" FROM NOBODY. HELPLESS !!! I WISH THAT SOMONE WILL HELP ME IN MY CURRENT SITUATION. BUT I DO NOT BELIEVE IN NOBODY ANYMORE. UNTILL SOMEBODY WILL LISSEN TO MY ORAYER FOR HELP.

By barbara, Saturday, July 04, 2009 10:23:39 AM
Thank-You Lord for all the miracles you have given me and for the angels watching over me.You all ready know we need money to survive on .On what we can pay and what bills we can not pay. Lord what am I suppose to do on this earth to get more money so we can live better than what we have right now.Give me a sign to where I can understand you. I bind my spirit from interfearing with the holy spirit and i bind satan and his angels from interfearing with the holy spirit. Thank-You lord for helping out with our money problems.Amen

By Nicole, Monday, June 29, 2009 07:05:59 PM
Hi Sylvia; I was hoping for an answer this time, should I continue my education in the legal studies online? I feel drawn in that partcular field, thanks so much!

By tracy, Monday, June 08, 2009 04:15:37 AM
hey Donna, I wish you lived here in Georgia-- I LOVE flea markets and i could use a good female friend, I moved here 2 years ago and I really could use someone to talk to besides my daughter (shes great dont get me wrong) and she could use friends as well (she is 17 and already graduated). heres praying you find someone close! tracy

By Donna, Saturday, June 06, 2009 12:43:30 PM
I often wonder why women think we need a man to complete our lives? Look at the relationship men have with each other, then look how women relate to each other,(competive, distrusting, jealousy) I had a good female friend but she moved away to Louisanna (her home) and I live in Indiana. I wished I could have another good female friend to go places with, travel and do 'just girly things with'; I wished that women would realize you CAN have a good friendship with another woman. Why are they so distrusting of another woman? I am a good friend, always there to help and to listen... I just wished I had a friend to do things with 'cause I like to go to flea markets and festivals.

By Donna, Saturday, June 06, 2009 12:27:22 PM
I sent a question to Sylvia Brown (during one of her webcasts) asking for my Spirit guides name... she said it was from "Donna" and I want to believe it was for me! she said the guides name was DIANA... I always admired Princess Diana; was this "for me"?

By Patrice, Wednesday, June 03, 2009 05:58:10 PM
how do i get more in touch with my spirit giude? ive tired but how do i know that it is really my spirit guide and not my mind?