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By lupe, Wednesday, March 11, 2009 10:47:52 PM
maybe you are here for the money Monday, December 17, 2007 Newspaper article full version In 3 more days it will have been two months since Meli's death, and her departure pains me today just as it did that very moment that i found her cold and lifeless. It is as if each second of my life someone is cutting open my heart in two and adding salt to that wound. It feels as if my soul died with her. Every time that I go into her room, which is countless times a day, I relive that horror of her leaving; I ask God where he was. Why didn't he allow me to save her? Why didn't he let me find her in time? Why didn't he choose me to take her place? I would have been ready to do that for her; I would do the same for any of my other children. As I write this, I am in her bedroom asking for answers to questions as I read over letters that she left me at different times. I tremble from pain and from anger at the futility of it all. It is so ironic, just a few months ago she and I had a long conversation about life, death, injustice, and the hypocrisy with which she was living through at that time;the pain that her boyfriend and another teen caused her. I remember that I told her: "Look, this flower; it is very pretty and so are you. Neither you nor any one else should cry over someone. You can do better than that." Her answer was: "It is not fairl everything that is happening to me. I hate going to school. I hate the schools here in Andrews. If you don't have money, if you're not the son or daughter of a rich person, if you are not of the right color, and if you are not the teacher's pet then you are nothing. You are left out. And they take away what you once had an what you worked so hard to achieve." I told her that in life nothing was fair; but, but that there was always an answer, and that things had a way of working out. I told her that death was no solution. She smiled at me and said: "Mami, there is no answer in standing up for myself against some people, I was sent to Saturday school. In cheer leading I was taken out even though I used to get up at 4:00 am to get ready to go to practice; then they replaced me with someone who used to miss countless times. But since she was seen as more favorable. Since then my world started crashing. I sure hope Crystal doesn't have to go through this" "It also isn't fair, Mami, all the times you have gone to school asking for help and they don't give it to you. The school does things as it sees fit. It is like my coach said when I lost my place at Nationals and was placed as an alternate, 'I hope it's ok because if not, you can get out. There are several that can take your place.'" "You see, Mami. I am tired of being hurt, tired of constantly coming home crying. I am tired of putting on a happy face and pretending that nothing matters after being hurt countless times. I lock myself in my room so that no one sees my pain." Many saw my daughter; she went through thousands of things, but only I saw her tears, her pain and her disenchantment. Many people contributed to her decision. Even I myself contributed to it because in the beginning when I found the first letters some months back in which she said goodbye, I did ask for help. That person that I reached to for help told me: "I guarantee that she is not going to do anything. She just wants attention." I hope that professional who told me that saw the obituary so that she can see if my daughter is now getting her attention. I wonder if all that is sufficient for that person. If she is paying, maybe she will not give such advice again. Hopefully the school is paying closer attention. Meli with her death, ironic as it is, has saved already more than one life. She has also opened a Pandora's box. Andrews is going to realize that indeed there is a problem in our schools with some of the personnel, some of the leaders, and with our youth. Like Meli said: "If we all dropped the act and the injustice; if instead we worked together, we would change not only Andrews but the entire world." I remember her smiling as she told me: "Why can't we all instead be friends, Mami?" I only hope that through her death others can identify their own feelings. If they too are suffering, hopefully they will not ignore it because the pain will remain. Choosing to ignore problems and pain will not make them go away. The problem will grow each day like a monster. So I ask that everyone help our youth. Don't allow a single young person to die in this manner. Don't let another mother die from pain as she continues living. Right now I am not sure hot to go about living; I sometimes don't want to go on. My life has been changed forever. I feel empty. I am in tears and in pain. I do not wish this on my worst enemy. Right now I should be saving for her Christmas present which was going to be the down payment on her new Avalanche. Instead, I'm saving for her tombstone. I should be seeing that her college applications be sent in on time and not putting flowers at her grave. May God hold my princess in His arms. May He give her peace and the justice that no one here wanted to give her. Melissa's mom, Lupe Flores Miss Meli Marie.
By evelyn, Wednesday, March 11, 2009 06:03:16 PM
I thought Sylvia was the real deal for a long time. Bought all her books and spent lots of money for her seminars, saturday salon, and even a reading with her son Chris. I now know that it was all a big scam. Her attitude toward all those people asking for help is rude and downright mean at times. Nothing Chris told me during my reading was correct and it lasted all of 12 minutes. That's a pretty good income at $500.00 a shot. His attitude was condescending and he was in a hurry to get off the phone. I guess he wanted to get on to his next victim. It's sad when you put so much trust into someone and realize that you're just being used for a paycheck. I no longer waste my money on her books. If you've read one of her books, you've pretty much read them all. They are redundant. Same information, just worded in a little different way. Often the same information completely contradicts what she has said in a previous book. Maybe she just can't remember what crap she came up with and tries to give it a different spin to fill up some pages to get the next book on the shelves. In this economy, any one asking $850.00 for a few minutes of their time is beyond belief. It would be different if the information actually was correct and helped bring some comfort. This is not a question and answer site. If anyone has actually gotten an answer to their questions here, please let me know. I would like nothing more than to be proven wrong. It took me a long time to take off my rose colored glasses but once you do, it's a rude awakening. Everyone seems to want to make excuses for all the wrong information that she has given out to people looking for lost loved ones. I can't imagine how it would feel to have someone tell you that your child was dead when in reality they were alive and hoping for help in trying to get back to their family. Has Sylvia ever apologized to any of those families that she has hurt so much. I don't know, I've only heard excuses. She's a very wealthy woman and has earned it off the pain of others. In my search, I have found that many of her churches have closed down. Why? I have found some really disturbing information on different sites as I have tried to find the truth. I'm not a disbeliever. I know that there are many people out there who are honest and try to help as much as possible. When in doubt, go to God. He will never let you down. Nor does he ask for $850.00 for a few minutes of his time. Blessings and I hope you find what you are seeking.
By Cindy, Monday, March 09, 2009 03:21:57 AM
Sylvia, Could you please tell me the spirits that visit me's names? I can feel them all around me at all times. I even feel they are there when I am in the tub, lol. Thank you & May the Angels of God surround you! Cindy Hutson
By sally, Sunday, March 08, 2009 03:10:28 PM
Hello, Hope you are happy and healthy. My score was 15 but that didn't suprise me. I have been on a journey of englightment somehow I just know things and my dream life has always been vivid and sometimes foretelling. My question gosh I have so much to ask. I would love to know my guides name and how can I get her to speak to me. I have had her talk to me a couple times but would love to engage on a daily basis. I know she has so much she needs to tell me I feel it. Many Regards, Sally G from indy
By johanna, Thursday, March 05, 2009 02:29:14 AM
If I ask a question, will Sylvia answer it? If yes, would she answer by email or on this site? Johanna C.
By frankie, Wednesday, March 04, 2009 10:05:40 AM
HELLO Sylvia, I Know that there is something very powerful going on with myself as well as my children, we know what eachother are thinking, I would get the strangest sensation when ever they are near, I'd open doors knowing they where coming over, I feel them when somethings wrong, My brother was murdered in 2007 may, I felt it and my phone rang at the moment of his departure. at that time you were due to come to Detroit in july "07",I had the tickets already four months before, I've known as a child that I was meant to become Someone Major, I'm a singer who needs to talk to you, But I talked myself out of coming because my senses where very intense i did not attend, And I've watched and followed you since my grandmother in mid 70's. I am blocked on what my brother last thoughts, it bothers me all the time , because he was suppose to call me thet day. Love Frankie
By tina, Wednesday, March 04, 2009 09:01:24 AM
Hi- I scored a 13. These things have happened to me my whole life .When I was young I use to see images up to 11 years old. Now that i am 40 they are comming back, not as strong yet. But when I close my eyes to focus its almost like a projector, unbelievably vivid so strong I can't keep my eyes shut for long. How do you controll that? And a world of depression has set over me the last week, What is that about and how do I turn it possitive? Sincerely Tina
By Kristin, Wednesday, March 04, 2009 04:55:26 AM
Hi Sylvia, 11 That is just faboulous!!!!Now to get on with things, it validates that it is high time for the hypno., classes I have been so ready for! Thanks for the validation! Can't wait, it wont be long now!!!!! All our Love & Light to You and Yours, Love,Peace,Coulors,together,forever, Kristin
By lori, Tuesday, March 03, 2009 03:22:33 PM
i pray to archangel micheal often! i pray to him now for the health of my self and for my baby brother ho has cancer. i ask you archangel michael to always keep me safe from all the ills of life! protect me and my son from any trouble with the law and please let this lawyer that is calling me to take my case as my civil rights were violated in the worst way i have seizures and i had one while i was driving , i was arrested for a dui, and a friend was there to bail me out and they took it upon themselves to tell my friend that i wsnt there, and i spent 3 days in jail for being sick and nothing else! please st michael stand by my side and grant me my wish to you that this lawyer takes my case.please protect my son from any harm! and help to guide him in he right direction. thank you arch angel michael i love you and pray to you every day, i also need money so bad!
By Shannon, Tuesday, March 03, 2009 12:18:13 PM
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